Today was a GOOD day!

4/18/2008
I had my follow up appointment today. I was nervous because I didnt want to see any pregnant women. Lucky, I was one of the first appointments. My NP said hi and told me that her and her husband are praying for us and she was sorry for our lost. I thought that was sweet. She actually remembered me. Anyhow, we went into the ultrasound room. And I waited for the dr. I didnt know we were going to do another ultrasound. So .. I am sitting there reading a concieving magazine. And ... all of a sudden.. I heard ... a heart beating... really loud. They listen to it for about 30-45 seconds. I started getting all teary eyed and then knock at the door. Its my doctor. So.. she asks how are you? Are you still bleeding? And tells me that they checked out the sac and the placenta and everything looks normal. Then she does an ultrasound and my uterus is back to normal and I have no tissue left. THEN she said, you can try again after you first cycle. FIRST CYCLE PEOPLE!!!! I am SO excited. Just have to wait for AF (Aunt Flow) to get here. So if my cycle ends up the same... it will be in 31 days. I am actually on CD(cycle day) 15. I noticed though alot of girls are later than before. That would suck... basically having a period every month in a half. I know that sounds great but when your trying to make a baby...it sucks waiting. She also said she encourages me to loose the weight. I asked about my stomach and she said it should go down by my next AF. So... I feel so much better. I feel like I can talk about it. I feel like I can move on. Today was a good day!!!!