How does it feel to have a miscarriage?

4/10/2008
I get the comments about .... well it was early or .. its not like you cant have another baby. It just pisses me off....... I been thinking about this for days. Trying to fiqure out a way for people to understand. So here it goes....People with childern without miscarriages:Think of your very first child..... Think of their smile, their face, their personality. Think of all the times you laughed with them, tickled them. Smelled them. Think of all the times you fed them, play with them, clothed them, and bathe them. Think of the times you held them and kissed them. Now... do you remember when you were pregnant with them? Do you remember when you were 10 weeks along. You were just getting over being sick and your stomach probably was starting to show more. Now... think about if they were gone. Like they never existed....... Knowing what you know now about your child... wouldn't you be sad if you had lost them early in the pregnancy???? Well.. for me.. I never knew my child. I will never know what they would of looked like, I will never get to play with them, feed them, comfort them, bathe them. I will never know, at least in this life time. I might of never felt the baby move but I had all the signs that said I had a life growing inside me. Do you see my side of it???? Do you understand now???? Ask me: How many childern I have... I will always include this baby. He/she will NEVER be forgotten. NEVER!