Friday, September 12, 2008

Its 3:47 am and we need a prayer

I dont know what to do but to ask for a prayer or two. I'm considering asking my church for a prayer as well on Sunday.
Reasons why..... our 2nd house. We have some people interested in our home but it doesnt look like it will work out. They seem like nice people but havent been truthful about things. Our last hope is down the drain. Most of the night Jeff has been up and I was sleeping but now.. Jeff is asleep and I am up. I am about lose it literally.
Work isnt all that great because of the economy. So that puts alot of stress on me since most of the money I make is commission. Do you know how much babies cost? Alot!! How are we going to pull this off??? We arent enjoying life, we arent enjoying our new house and we arent enjoying my pregnancy. Life is on hold. All we think about is our 2nd house. Its September and its not sold or rented out. I think we have til about the beginning of November before it gets worse. What could be worse? Having a baby with 2 mortgages. What also sucks is that I dont get paid maternity leave. Can you believe that? What kind of company doesnt provide for there employees? Oh I know!! Mine doesnt! Even if we put our new house up for sale... who wants to buy a house with scratched up hardwood floors. Oh yes... our mortgage( 2nd house) goes up in November with Christmas on its way. Our insurance doubled on our 2nd house because its empty. Lesson learned??? Whats really important?? Patience???? I really dont know what our lesson is until it ends. But if I had to say, all of it! God sure does work in mystery ways.

But in the end... we are so blessed to be able to pay two mortgages. We are blessed to be pregnant. We are blessed to have family and friends around us. We are blessed to have two jobs. We are blessed to have our health. We are blessed for our new house. We are blessed!!!

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