Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I'm a baby

I am a big fat baby. My newest symptom is pain in the inner thighs and pain in crotch. It feels like a horse kicked it. So it hurts to walk, lift my legs, to move around in general. Then I drop everything, spill everything on myself, cant put my socks on or shoes.. and I wanna cry everytime. I can barely clean the house. Just vaccuming hurts my back. I want to clean this house from head to toe and I cant do it. Then I am stressing about everything. Bella's room is not done. Projects are not done around the house and I was hoping this would all be done when I am 37 weeks. We have 4 weeks left and 2 weeks of that is Christmas time and New years. I just wanna cry and scream at the same time. I have no control. I hate depending on someone else to do the things I wanna do.
I am just so ready to give birth to this little girl. I was so nervous about the whole labor experience and now... I just want my body back. I am so uncomfortable and in pain, I cant wait to give birth. I know once I am in labor, I will probably say I'd give anything to stay pregnant but right now I'd give anything to get her out. I dont know how you would be pregnant and have a toddler at the same time. Its work. I just feel so much more for pregnant women and if I have a friend who is pregnant again, I will help them more than ever.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are NOT a baby! It's really horrible at that stage in your pregnancy. Just think, its almost over. You will soon forget how bad you feel right now. Good luck toyou guys:)

Lica G. said...

Welcome to my world!!! =D

Girl - hang in there - you are doing great
itll be here in no time

leave the mess for once
enjoy her on the ïnside: beoe it's too late

luv ya!