8 - 9 Weeks

We had another dr's appt on Tuesday which made me 8 weeks and 2 days. I have been so sick with food. I havent thrown up but I wonder if that would be better. The dr. gave me some other prenatal vitamins and she said it would help with being sick. So far so good.
At our 8 weeks appointment, all we did was an ultrasound. We saw the arms/hands sticking out and the legs. It was pretty cool. Baby's heartbeat looked great and he's is growing at the right speed. Weird thing though, with our 1st pregnancy, our 8 weeks ultrasound does NOT look the same. What scares me the most is that the nurse practitioner should have looked at the baby and noticed that the baby looked like 6/7 weeks instead of 8 weeks. Makes me wonder about her judgment. Should I trust her??? I know she has been in the business for a long long time and has 4 children on her own as well, but I just wonder.. what was she thinking that day. I dont know if it would of be better if she said oh I am sorry, your baby isnt going to make it. Whats done is done but next time I do see her... I will ask... why didnt you notice, why didnt you say anything if you did notice? I dont know.. maybe I shouldnt say anything.

So with this pregnancy, its different. I am getting sick, my belly is alot bigger and I have lot more symptoms. Did I tell you, I think its a boy??? I believe it was a girl the first one and now I think its a boy. I guess we will see if mama's instinct is right. Though right now.. I am thinking I am not pregnant anymore. My boobs dont hurt that much, I haven't pee'd in the middle of the night the past couple of days. I havent been sick or that tired. I usually take a nap ASAP when I get home. I normally cant function without one. Well last night I stayed up til like 10pm without a nap. Of course, Jeff is telling me .... you are still pregnant. I mention earlier that I've been taking new prenatal vitamins to make me feel better... and I have... So if I really want to make sure I am still pregnant, I need to take the other prenatal vitamins.. and then I will be sick again. Yet I DONT want to be sick. And it will make me feel even more tired than I am. What if I'm not pregnant anymore??? My next dr's appt is in 4 weeks, July 22nd. So I am stuck with paying attention to my symptoms for the next 4 weeks. Jeff and I are going to buy doppler soon. They say at 10 weeks you might be able to hear the heartbeat. I cant wait. This is mainly for me, to help me stop worrying. I actually havent been worrying to much because I've been so sick and thats a good sign. Until now.....